Friday, June 12, 2009

The ACT

I feel as if I start all of my posts with "wow i haven't blogged in forever" or something to that effect so I figured I might attempt to change that. I haven't blogged in forever, though. We had to keep a ten page journal for English class, but I think, moving into the modern era, we should have to keep a blog. It would be encouragement to continue expressing our thoughts, but in a less personal manner by being able to keep our thoughts anonymous to most of the world. That was oxymoronic (if that is a word?), personal thoughts shared with the whole world. I understand that no one really reads this or cares, but to me it is just a place where when I am feeling frustrated or overwhelmed with my daily life, that I can change who I am into who I want to be. I can be anything on this blog. I could delete this and make a new one saying that I am the princess of a lost tribe of people in the Inuit area of Canada and have just found the internet. I could be anything. The internet is like a child's blank page of paper; the keyboard like their crayon. It streches the imagination. I feel as if now it sounds like I have a multiple personaliy problem, but who doesn't want to escape their life? I want to almost everyday. That sounds bad too. Wow, I guess I just need to think about how I present things. I wonder if I come off like that in real life. That would be bad. My life isn't bad. I like it a lot and am rather fond of it. I like exploring new places, traveling, if only in my mind. Reading takes me to a different place, and when I read, I allow myself to be swept into that character's world. I am no longer sitting in my backyard, I am a crime fighting female cop on a mission or a child growing up in New York at the turn of the century. I like my title. It has nothing to do with what is in this post, yet it has everything to do with it. It is what is the biggest constant in my mind right now. The ACT, the ultimate test, determining your level of intellegence or excuse me "achivement." I think I'm going to continue that kind of title. My life at this current moment = the ACT. My life at the current moment = everything in this post. I like it. (I really wanted emphasis on the like: i likkkkeee it) haha =p

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