"....it got colder when we parted..."

Ah, summertime. I'm getting a little tired of waiting on people. I don't want to be the overbearing annoying one, but if i want to talk to someone; I am going to talk to them. And then they don't answer. Okay, time to analyze everything in the last conversation, which by the way the other person started. Oh my, too many thoughts filling a very limited space in my mind. So I start a conversation and apparently it's not the right time or something, because I am getting ignored. Is this a bad thing? Am I the one that is messing this up? Should I even be that worried about this? I'm not going to be. New idea: stop worrying. I wish haha =] I bet everyone does. Since I am in the blogosphere I wanted to address recent events such as the passing of Michael Jackson. I know that he is a great artist, but I do not believe that he was a great man, so everyone needs to relax a little bit. I also realize that his death is a sudden one, and not expected like Farrah's, but she deserves just as much attention as he does. So thats all I have to say right now, except that I will be obsessing over the previous questions until I fall asleep.

The ACT

I feel as if I start all of my posts with "wow i haven't blogged in forever" or something to that effect so I figured I might attempt to change that. I haven't blogged in forever, though. We had to keep a ten page journal for English class, but I think, moving into the modern era, we should have to keep a blog. It would be encouragement to continue expressing our thoughts, but in a less personal manner by being able to keep our thoughts anonymous to most of the world. That was oxymoronic (if that is a word?), personal thoughts shared with the whole world. I understand that no one really reads this or cares, but to me it is just a place where when I am feeling frustrated or overwhelmed with my daily life, that I can change who I am into who I want to be. I can be anything on this blog. I could delete this and make a new one saying that I am the princess of a lost tribe of people in the Inuit area of Canada and have just found the internet. I could be anything. The internet is like a child's blank page of paper; the keyboard like their crayon. It streches the imagination. I feel as if now it sounds like I have a multiple personaliy problem, but who doesn't want to escape their life? I want to almost everyday. That sounds bad too. Wow, I guess I just need to think about how I present things. I wonder if I come off like that in real life. That would be bad. My life isn't bad. I like it a lot and am rather fond of it. I like exploring new places, traveling, if only in my mind. Reading takes me to a different place, and when I read, I allow myself to be swept into that character's world. I am no longer sitting in my backyard, I am a crime fighting female cop on a mission or a child growing up in New York at the turn of the century. I like my title. It has nothing to do with what is in this post, yet it has everything to do with it. It is what is the biggest constant in my mind right now. The ACT, the ultimate test, determining your level of intellegence or excuse me "achivement." I think I'm going to continue that kind of title. My life at this current moment = the ACT. My life at the current moment = everything in this post. I like it. (I really wanted emphasis on the like: i likkkkeee it) haha =p

Exam Week is Over!

So after a few weeks of no posts, I decided it was about time. I got my C&C California shirt I ordered today which makes me very happy, and exams are done so that makes me very very happy. Some people are totally chill when it comes to exams, I am just not one of them. So tonight is the night to just relax and forget about school for awhile.

Recycling in school

Today we had a student council meeting and the topic of a recycling program came up. Did you know that we do not have any recycling at our school right now? Those blue containers mean nothing, because the school board has not approved a program that costs 70 dollars a month. I find this ridiculous. Student Council is making an attempt to change this by talking to Dr. Kuehne and the school board, just a fyi.

The weekend is over already!!

Yes, sad but true, the weekend will officially be over in three hours. And unfortunately, although expected, everyone is probably doing their homework right now. Someone in my first hour should bring donuts or wedge's cinnamon rolls. Yum..

Thank God It's Friday

The week after a long absence is always hard. You have to set your alarm, do homework, and worry about what to wear. Thankfully, this week went by pretty fast. Although there were a few minor mishaps..really snowy roads!...not studying for an English quiz...eating during CAT class instead of paying attention...all in all it was a pretty good week. A slight progress on the resolution: I talked to S. a little bit and even said hi in the hallways, and T. and I talked to C. before school one day. So hopefully this trend will continue. =) See you all Monday!

New Year

I have decided that this year I'm going to try to be less socially awkward. Sad little me always reading, it doesn't lead to many friends. So, I am going to talk to more people and actually try to be appealing, for lack of a better word. I figured blogging would be a nice way to show people I'm not the conceited (ahem em, T.) bitch they think I am. Because really, I'm just trying not to show how stupid I can be. =p I promise I will keep posts short and sweet, just try to read!